Day 21

OK, so 3 weeks have come and gone and I'm nowhere closer to 15% than I was 3 weeks ago! Things are really sucking! Not sure what the problem is, thats for sure. The past 3 weeks of PMS surely hasn't helped, but finally, 17 days later, yep....I got my period. Perfect, since I had to do my 5K the next day! Just what I wanted! Well, at least I *HOPE* all the cravings and bloating will go away now!

Speaking of the 5k, Suz2lose came up from KC to do the Adel Sweet Corn Festival 5K run. My time was about 32 minutes so much slower than I wanted. But with the above mentioned PLUS the humidity of 94-96%, expecting a great run was basically impossible! But, we both finished, we didnt get hurt and we weren't last!!! So, all-in-all, it was a good run.

I'm soooo glad that the new forum is starting the 4 week mini Team Challenge tomorrow. I'm hoping that will help me kick it up a notch to do better! Its not the workouts that are suffering. My workouts have been kickass lately. It's just the not clean eating!! I KNOW I can do better...I KNOW IT! I just have to DO it!!! I was talking to Dana on the phone yesterday trying to get a handle on why I have been struggling so bad. I really want it....I swear, I really do!! I have absolutely no excuses at all. So, what the F*%& is wrong with me??? I keep plugging away but 3 weeks have gone already. Can I get done what I want in the next 9 weeks???? All I want is to lean my legs out and get to about 15% and maybe put on some more muscle in my shoulders and back. LOL I don't want much, now do I??? LOL

Anyway, enough bitching, moaning, griping, complaining....its time to do something and retake control!!!!